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ABORIGINAL SINS

by TJ Felix

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u disrespect ur vices ur always in a crisis ur problems are the whitest ur so uptight & oh so self righteous always pushing for a breakdown stretched the truth & it's so fake now hopeless romantic // a self indulgent clown exploiting ur problems for clout in shit town u lived to tell the tale told every little detail ur soul is sold // stories for sale it's so sad & so stale white man in duress he weeps & wails go ahead & do another rail & please tell us lowly Injuns how the system set u up to fail cause ur so interesting
2.
CHARITY CASE 01:38
I'm goin out don't know if ill be back so don't keep a light on I’m headstrong, i'm absolutely cracked & I don't wanna be ur charity case anymore u can't trap me for too long inside a memory if u want us to get along then please let me free i dont wanna be a charity case anymore
3.
hold me like a child a useless, deadbeat child or just leave me for the dogs ill do just fine in the wild ill sleep it off in the shed hear a creep cough he wants me dead dry summer, i'll sleep in the riverbed instead total bummer can’t sleep w all the noise in my head it takes a village to keep me sane life is a killer & im fighting for my life against the killer brain & i feel nothing but the pain u know im not all there im the one they want to kill nobody’s playing fair am i just mentally ill..? do u care about me..? will u care about me still if things are going well & im just mentally ill?
4.
ur creating division, ur sewing discord it's because ur boring not because ur bored u don't break rules, u make rules a bunch of fucking cops, nob gobblers & tools abolish the punk elite the secretly rich oversaturating the street creating a scene that they can gatekeep desperate for attention prone to conceit a cult, a circle jerk, the thriving obsolete I just wanna play music.. life's too fukin short for all this other shit
5.
cause I lost the one who can give me the unconditional love of a mothers hug she choked on her blood blood filled up her lungs I run for the unconditional love of elusive drugs but *oh me, oh my, I don't wanna die* every time a junkie laments an old potbelly angel shrugs naked, withdrawling in a sleeping bag & im soaked in rancid chemical sweat withdrawling from my medicine yes, theyre the worst withdrawls yet.. doc I'm a blight upon sore eyes half cut, adorned in severed ties haven't eaten since last sunday nite.. teen burger w coke & fries just another fucked up wednesday I made it thru today but I might die tomorrow it doesn't matter anyways my time in this body is borrowed
6.
we know u fuck the system we caught u w ur pants down seat at the kids table u think it's ur big break now full blooded injun narc sell ur ppl out cause that's just who u are making good money yt ppl got u writing reports & u have faith in their system non violent, taking it to court full blooded injun narc light up some sage in a company car I don't wanna be a lonewolf I don't wanna be an outsider why can't u see that u don't need to live like them to be a provider do u rly think u are ur ancestors wildest dream come true..? that the youth won't know the truth that u only did wuts best for u..?
7.
NOXIOUS//ANONYMOUS neurotic / despondent ain't got no correspondants I'm in hell, I want it this whole fukin world's haunted
8.
HOMESTRETCH 02:00
all i need is the unconditional love of everyone around me at all times & just one more chance to reach my prime burnt out & faded i’ve grown jagged inside recall my halcyon nites reclaim my living daylights we are still worthy of unseen heights we’re on the homestretch spending most days just riding it out cause there’s no cure for the feelings we catch i feel like it’s too late for me all I need's just one more chance to reach my prime burnt out & faded am I still on ur mind..?
9.
I'm surrounded by upstanding citizens who'd report a crime, that's only a crime because everything is property & they've commodified our time story on my skin, book on my belly my body alone won't tell u where I've been no matter how smelly... have u seen my friends? entities endlessly shuffling in madhouse walls I can't tell u how it all ends, gotta squint to see my cock n balls I've got the perfect secret I know every little trick dont forget that's a threat & that's a promise but time is running out space is full of shadow & doubt time is running out no matter how u measure it
10.
WAYWARDNESS 04:16
i want to trust u because i love u & after all maybe im the rat that i smell but spend enough time alone & only nightmares will come true the past two weeks have been a living hell waywardness something about today feels like the end of all time i guess i was just raised this way.. to carry the weight of my fathers crimes (of his fathers crimes of his fathers crimes of his fathers crimes) of a two bit criminal who left it all behind.. waywardness it’s all coming down, time for self sabotage blend back into this town like a threatening mirage never had a home just different places to hide way down in the riverbed where my innocence died I let u in just to let u out let ur hand go but dont forget me now u watch me get buried in the crowd i watched u get buried in the ground come with me & ill show u where my innocence died

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released March 2, 2023

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just a homesick Qelmucw on stolen land

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Felonious Parker on drums
Matt on guitar /sax

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